it's now been three years of us just talking on phone. you promise me every year that you are coming and when it reaches the end, you change your plans. i'm even getting old waiting for you. deep in my heart i feel that you are the only man i can love, the one with true love, but i feel so hurt whenever you keep on changing your plans of coming home. every day i feel so lonely, seeing my friends going out with their lovers while you instead just call. i sure am tired of your calls, i just want you here with me. please make any arrangements neccessary so that we can see each other. my love is fading, please ... life is very hard without you.
